What would it be like to be going throughout your day doing the tasks, chores, and duties that you perform every day and all of a sudden an angel of the Lord appears before you and says “Do not be afraid. The most high God has sent me to deliver to you a special message. He wills that you….” We read about accounts of this happening in the Bible, but not in our modern day and age. The Lord doesn’t do stuff like that any more we say. That was in Bible times; that was then but this is now we think.
I have a feeling that Zechariah had similar thoughts at first. When the angel of the Lord appeared to him he said: “Do not be afraid, Zechariah: your prayer has been heard. Your wife Elisabeth will bear you a son, and you shall call his name John” (Luke 1:13


Do you hear the doubting in Zechariah’s voice? Do you hear the struggle that is going on inside of him?
Like Zechariah, I find myself praying that the Lord will do something specific. Like Zechariah, when the Lord has chosen to bless me with it I doubt. Why? Why, do I doubt the Lord when I have been diligently seeking Him for something that I am positive is His will for me have. It’s because I am either not praying in faith and not truly believing that the Lord can and will do what I am asking of Him or I am looking for it to happen in a specific way; my way.
What I have learned and continue to learn is that God is not so much concerned with what I want. Rather, He is concerned that I become more like His Son. Sometimes not trusting Him results in consequences. Those consequences are not so much to punish me but are like reminders that the next time the Lord speaks however He chooses to I better listen and pay attention.
Bryan Baxter